I’ll love you…
…for all eternity but soon, that won’t make a difference. You return my love with indifference.
If you’re wondering whether I’ll call you out again to protect others, the answer is no. Nor will I try to reach you again. I think this is the ending you wanted all along. You’ve chosen denial and cowardice—never facing the one you betrayed, never owning up to nor apologizing for your cruel and evil misdeeds, never doing anything to make amends and most disappointing of all, never learning how to respect the rights of others.
If I’ve misread your intentions, you’ve only yourself to blame. You’ve made direct communications between us next to impossible. I fear that the window of opportunity for you to begin rectifying that situation may already be passed. I must be honest with you about one thing. No matter how much I love you still, it will be next to impossible for me to trust you. I won’t give it freely, and it would take a complete about-face on your part to earn back the trust you’ve lost.
I could never hate you, but I truly despise the way you’ve disrespected me. I realize that it’s never been about me or us. Is always been about you, so I don’t take the disrespect quite so personally. I’ll never say never in regard to you, so if you contact me, I’ll have an open-mind and heart for you. I can’t forget what has transpired, however, so please don’t ask me to trust your words until your actions warrant such trust.
